Winter Break

School’s back in full swing but here’s an adapted excerpt from an email I sent my missionary friend on January 13.

I planned on doing a ton of reading this break but instead I’ve been making a blanket. I wanted a new blanket for my bed and initially figured I’d just buy one. I thought about it and heck, I’m a nice feminist girl with a set of skills–crocheting and a penchant for colors and design–I can make my own darn blanket. I’m not as crafty or capable as my new hero Tresa Edmunds (of FMH, the Guardian, and ressedixon.com) but I can do the basics. So that’s exactly what I’ve been doing and it’s almost done.

I guess my brain needed a break from all those papers I wrote for finals. Needed to think about yarn gauges, crochet hooks, patterns and colors and did not need to read Believer, Beware: First Person Dispatches from the Margins of Faith or the other stack of books with similar themes. Still using my brains though, still blogging, still arguing with my parents about Jesus and priests and whatnot, but at this very second life is about this quilt (and making it my second job to stay positive at my dreaded grocery store cashier job). Making it perfect but also doing my regular dose of over analyzing and intellectualizing.

I think in 20, 30, or 40 years I’m going to pull this quilt out and say “I was a 20 year old girl when I made this on my own. It’s exactly who I was then.” And that makes me excited.

If I were one of those girls who took pictures of everything I did everyday I’d send you a picture of it.

Glenn Beck, herald of reason or oblivious to the depth of the problem?

While channel surfing I caught the last few minutes of Glenn Beck’s show. Today Beck warned America about the Left’s assault on the freedom of speech. I’ve heard the argument before (even from people in my family). I understand why it is easy to come to that conclusion, albeit the wrong conclusion. Yes it is true, liberals tend towards political correctness and a certain savvy with terminology and media but so do ideologues and politically minded people–and perhaps not-so politically minded people too–on the other side of the aisle.

His beef, for today, was the backlash against the rhetoric of folks like Sarah Palin and her unfortunate use of crosshairs on congressional districts that voted for the health care bill on her website. Beck, like Palin is part of the media firestorm surrounding the recent shooting in Tucson that took the lives of six and injured another fourteen. The charge against them is less than civil rhetoric against moderates and liberals not in align with their belief in small government.

Did Beck, Palin or other pundits pull the trigger? Of course not.

Are they to blame personally? Doubtful.

Are they influential in shaping the country’s political climate? You bet.

At the very least someone like Beck has to realize that when he talks about America being under attack and paints the left as a scary group of people out to steal your children’s future in the cover of darkness it incites people.

The American people and politicians are calling for a cooling of rhetoric. People are pointing out in wake of Saturday’s tragedy that um…maybe our political rhetoric should be chosen a bit more carefully. That ‘we’re targeting’ specific districts’ or that ‘I’m not retreating I’m reloading’ are not the best means of explaining a point of view. Maybe there are classier ways of going about the business of getting one’s point across.

Beck says if you have something to say, just say it. There’s no need to speak in secret or hide your true feelings. We have the right and by-golly we should use it. After all, that’s why Beck’s so darn popular, according to Beck at least. He is now challenging liberals determined to take away our freedom of speech to come out and say ‘Yes, we should limit the freedom of speech and here’s why.’

“Have a conversation, like adults.” Beck declared.

What I find personally interesting is Beck’s assertion that because we have the freedom of speech we should not be afraid to use it (which I agree with). So I was thinking about taking Beck’s assertion one-step further.

If I follow Beck correctly, and I prepared for the emails saying I’m not, because we have a right means we should exercise it to the full extent. So what about the Cordoba Initiative’s Park 51 community center blocks away from Ground Zero, dubbed the 9/11 Mosque by conservative circles? We have a freedom of religion. So should we not exercise that right?

Palin argued this past August that the center should be built “somewhere else that’s less offensive and provoking of more pain and anger.”  Palin also called for the developers of Park 51 to “be tolerant and understand Americans’ feelings on this. ”

Should public opinion have such sway in the matters of personal freedoms?

Sure Sarah Palin can talk about guns all day long—it most certainly is her right–but should she use militaristic rhetoric in her twitter, facebook and other media forums?

That personal responsibility, the consequences of our actions that conservatives like to talk about, why does it never seem to really seep into their discourse about themselves?

Can Beck see the inherent tension between personal liberties and popular opinion; that it can’t be resolved or teased out during a radio or television programs?

Resolution

My first post of the new year is really just me stealing from my favorite Catholic writer, Rev. James Martin. He tweeted and blogged on HuffPo 12 Things I wish I Knew at 25 and now I’m making them my resolutions.

1. First up: Stop worrying so much! It’s useless. (I.e. Jesus was right.)

2. Being a saint means being yourself. Stop trying to be someone else and just be your best self. Saves you heartache.

3. There’s no right way to pray, any more than there’s a right way to be a friend. What’s “best” is what works best for you.

4. Remember three things and save yourself lots of unneeded heartache: You’re not God. This ain’t heaven. Don’t act like a jerk.

5. Your deepest, most heartfelt desires are God’s desires for you. And vice versa. Listen. And follow them.

6. Within you is the idea of your best self. Act as if you were that person and you will become that person, with God’s grace.

7. Don’t worry too much about the worst that can happen. Even if it happens, God is with you, and you can handle it. Really.

8. You can’t force people to approve of you, agree with you, be impressed with you, love you or even like you. Stop trying.

9. When we compare, we are usually imagining someone else’s life falsely. So our real-life loses out. I.e. Compare and despair.

10. Even when you finally realized the right thing, or the Christian thing, to do, it can still be hard to do. Do it anyway.

11. Seven things to say frequently: I love you. Thank you. Thank you, God. Forgive me. I’m so happy for you! Why not? Yes.

12. Peace and joy come after asking God to free you — from anything that keeps you from being loving and compassionate.